Lipsett diaries

The word ‛revolution‛ is against old fashion right now because the only things revolutionary are the shoes or electro devices and any other use of the word such as a poetical usage is considered anachronistic and old fashioned and wrong. You know like something from a distant past… And nobody really uses the word. I mean it is considered a word that is exhausted and a concept that has been exhausted. I think that something very important was to turn to the impulse to revolt. And the impulse to revolt is what is interesting to me. The impulse to break something. The impulse to create, the impulse which is in the idea of destruction. It is something without which children cannot develop psychologically. It is very important and I think our culture is dominated by fear and by control. And the notion of controlling everything now is controlling through the market…

Love. Again the love. I feel good, for awhile. This is what makes me happy, this is what is important. Everything else is just an empty space. I’m pissed off to be polite, when I simply want to smash someone face. Here  I have to delete my anger. Instead…:

The days became long, light, and spacious - may be t oo spacious for their content, which is still poor and tenuous. They are days with an allowance for growth, days pale with boredom and impatience and full of waiting. A light, bright breeze cut their emptiness…

The last film that I did, got nominated for a prize. So, for now - it is up. But when something goes up, it goes also down. And so on…I just have to work on my film.